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Not Afraid

by Forest Sun

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1.
It makes me wonder This cosmic blunder that we are Color blind and tone deaf How'd we ever get this far? The walking wounded Trying to see our way through our scars Like ships at sea The wind blows but our sails won't unfurl Cast me on your shore I care no more for this world We have fallen from the time When love was yours and mine And grew freely in our hearts and in our minds Now we must try again To love once more my friend There's no telling what we'll find Cast me on your shore I will no more look behind Cast me on your shore We must be willing to compromise With what we've always known Wipe the sleep out from your eyes Can't you feel it in your bones? It's time we were gone Cast me on your shore I am waiting for the dawn Cast me on your shore Don't make me wait too long Cast me on your shore So long so long
2.
Down 04:01
Come on down here where I am Leave your hope there by the door Come on down here where I am No need to fight it anymore Come on down the voices say Come on down, down here to stay Come on down I know you know the way The way down Come on down here where I am I know you've been down here before It's an open invitation you don't need a reservation Just the sorrow that you can't ignore Come on down the voices say Come on down, down here to stay Come on down I know you know the way The way down Let darkness' daughter wrap you in her arms Lay you gently on the floor You know you know she can't do you no harm Except the harm that you ask for Come on down the voices say Come on down, down here to stay Come on down I know you know the way.
3.
Portrait 04:22
Color is my sanctuary I take refuge in brilliant hues And these days are strewn around me In violet, crimson, greens, and blues. I want to paint your portrait everyday But you will not hold still I want to read your fortune, but you say That you’re afraid Your heart might spill, Your heart might spill. You're afraid your heart might spill. Break the tendrils of the ordinary, That wrap you in the dark and dim Wrapped so tightly in your own sad story Your doors tight shut, your eyes are grim Won't you let me in? I want to paint your portrait everyday But you will not hold still I want to read your fortune, but you say That you’re afraid. Your heart might spill, your heart might spill. You're afraid your heart might spill Color is my sanctuary I take refuge, I take refuge.
4.
I met a savior at the bus stop She said she'd lost her faith in God A man sitting next to her Said it really doesn't matter You still are who you are. She said she was a poet But stopped writing She had nothing more to say. He said he was a painter But stopped painting When all his colors turned to gray. Come and wake the world from its slumber! Come and shake us from our beds! We would follow if someone led Next to me there sat an actor Crying to himself, sad and alone. He said he'd played so many roles None of which he chose And now he'd forgotten his own I said savior have you no wisdom To offer us before you go? She just smiled and shook her head Looked me in the eye and softly said I don't know, I don't know. Cause I tried to wake the world from its slumber I tried to shake us from our beds I tried to break this spell we're under But no one followed where I led So if you see a savior at the bus stop Don't expect too much She’s probably got a broken heart This world can be so hard Seems even saviors have it rough
5.
Midnight 04:45
Hey, hey Midnight Won't you wake me when you're here? I don't mind, I don't mind, if I disappear Wrap myself in twilight Feel the darkness on my skin Don't forget now Midnight Won't you wake me when you get in I will wade, wade in your softly scented waters I will wait for you to come home Want is a knife that shapes my life Cuts through the flesh, cuts through the bone. Hey, hey Midnight Won't you wake me when you appear Won't you help me find help me find my tears There's so much to tell you I don't know where to begin Don't forget now Midnight Won't you wake me when you get in I will walk in your quiet garden I will dream of people I’ve known Blade in my side turns with the tide Cuts through the flesh, cuts through the bone Hey, hey midnight won't you wake me when it's clear Tell me again tell me again, there's nothing to fear.
6.
How many times must I fall? How many times must I call your name? How many times must I count my wishes? Count my blessings cause it's all the same to you Who fill your days Watching for signs you say Right time, right people, right place To leap your walls, let your curtain fall and fly Go on fly How many times must you block your self in With your talk of sin and tired metaphors? How many times must you pull your self down Too loaded to walk through the door To the wide and waiting world? Go on girl and fly And when you land you may find All that's changed is your mind And that's everything Open your eyes, you realize The only difference between fall and flight is you The only difference between fallen and flight is you The only difference The difference is you
7.
Providence 03:40
Hey, Providence Come and share a chocolate sundae with me My innocence has stood me up There's plenty here for two Ask the waitress for another spoon Sit down here let her fill your coffee cup We'll sit and watch the world go buy Press our noses against the windowpane Sometimes this city makes me cry But I guess I can't complain Guess I can't complain, hey Providence? When we're finished we can take a walk in the park Just stroll along and feed the pigeons It's been so long since we really had a chance to talk I've got time now if you’re willing Seems I never know What's coming around the bend No I never know Hey Providence could you fill me in? Could you fill me in Providence? Hey thanks for stopping by I know you've got to go This one's on me you can get it next time Let's not let it be so long Cause you never know What's coming around the bend No you never know, you never know where, you never know when You never know Providence.
8.
Surrender 04:05
I wished for you on a dandelion Scattered my love to the wind And on every falling star I've ever seen I've wished for you again I waited for you beneath the willow tree Where as a child I used to play If only I could be as free If only I could truly say I surrender, I surrender, I surrender I used to pick you a fist full of flowers Wilting in my sweaty palm I used to sit by the river for hours Listening to her music and I'd sing along I surrender, I surrender, I surrender Take my resistance take what you will Take my pride I've had my fill I'm no longer worried what the future might bring I think I'll just sit here by the river and sing I surrender, I surrender, I surrender.
9.
The love that I gave you, you tried to pawn The man said it wasn't worth a dime He said it's been broken too many times By the doubt in my mind Doubt in my mind, doubt in my mind Broken by the doubt in my mind Doubt in my mind, doubt in my mind Broken by the doubt in my mind I've drunk the poison of my fear Felt it taint my love from inside If time were a river I'd wash myself clean There’d be no more doubt in my mind Doubt in my mind, doubt in my mind There’d be no more doubt in my mind Doubt in my mind, doubt in my mind There’d be no more doubt in my mind If only I could open and let you pour in Or step out in the bright sunshine There would soon grow a garden Where a desert had been There’d be no more doubt in my mind Doubt in my mind, doubt in my mind There’d be no more doubt in my mind Doubt in my mind, doubt in my mind There’d be no more doubt in my mind
10.
Not Afraid 05:46
I will not be afraid To let my love blossom Though at times I may stray At times I've forgotten Through the long cold winter days Love's seed has lain still The sun's feeble rays Warm not this chill I will not be afraid To let my love bloom What once kept me safe Now encloses like a tomb When the first days of spring Break the song from my heart With the birds I will sing I'm ready to start I will not be afraid To let my love blossom Though my bed be a grave And I sink to the bottom Love's roots will find their way More tenacious then earth or stone They'll wrap themselves around your heart Slip like a secret into your bones Sun, water, air and soil These things will make me grow But no matter how I toil Seems only love can make me whole Sweet, sweet fragrance of a flower This too shall fade But love, love it is the power So I’ll not be afraid I'll not be afraid to let my love blossom I shall not be afraid to let my love bloom I will not be afraid I am not afraid Not afraid
11.
Though long the distance And short the day I still will travel on And though my own resistance Stand in my way Your love will bring me home Bring me home, bring me home, your love will bring me home Though my eyes misguide me And lead me astray And my feet should steer me wrong I know light will find me And this I pray Your love will bring me home Bring me home, bring me home, Your love will bring me home.

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"I met Forest during the Tibetan Freedom concert in Amsterdam Holland. I was introduced buy the promoters of the whole show. I was a camera operator who got stuck filming a three-hour outdoor concert without a tripod. Forest helped me wrangle cable for the first few acts then excused him self. To my surprise he appeared on stage to perform a short set. It was fantastic.

As a person, he is humble, and straightforward, his music tells stories that immediately deliver you to a highly reflective state. He is a truly talented and very special musician. Give him a chance, let yourself go, you won't regret it." - Jan Eckhard - Tibetan Freedom Concert in Amsterdam

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released April 2, 1999

Forest Sun - Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Slide, Mandolin, Electric Guitar, Piano
Matt Grippo, Christian Horan, Tim Carter- Drums
Charles Block -Electric Bass
Seth Ford Young- Upright Bass.
Darren Johnston - Trumpet
Alex Budman - Tenor Saxophone
Jordan Glasgow -Organ
Deb Bradway-Viola
Alan Lyn- Violin
Michael Black - Cello
Aharon Wheels Bolsta - Tabla
Jacob Aginsky -Piano
All words and music copyright 1999 forestsunmusic All Rights Reserved
Produced by Forest Sun
Recorded at Painted Sun Productions and Wandering Audio
Mixed by Wade Peterson
Mastered by Ron K at Radical House

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San Francisco Bay Area troubadour and award winning songwriter, Forest Sun has regaled audiences around the globe with his wealth of songs and stories, all sung and told with back porch ease and bonhomie. Sun's music has been compared to everyone from Jack Johnson, The Avett Brothers and John Mayer to Van Morrison and Bob Dylan, but his unique style is entirely his own.
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